Acetate & Hexoflorcilicate

I am an old soul tonight.
Do not fear to come closer,
I won't take flight.

Everything that I want,
I have to work for so hard...
If I keep this up my body will be scarred.

I  am lonely,
Because I am the first one to pick up my phone and say,
"Hello."

Because you first called me your friend when I lived on the street,
I feel like I owe you.
You made my life a little more complete.

I miss you,
Because this time it was you who sent me away.

I hate you,
Because you don't feel the same way.

I have a music box.
It helps me get lost.
And sometimes I come back to reality and wonder where on Earth I've been..

I only wrote this poem,
Because you asked me too.

I will never get married,
I'll run away saying, "I don't." at the alter. 

Successful marriages don't exist.. 

You ask me why I wake up in the middle of the night,
Grabbing for a cellphone; and my life line.
My thoughts are consumed by that evil man;

That is why,
These terrible thoughts are no longer mine.

If you ask me questions,
Don't try it tonight,
All I can say is,
I'm an old soul tonight.